Controlled or Free

2 A's what's that you ask? Attention and Appreciation and Affection? - Make it a 3A's I guess. Well who doesn't love these 3A's if you don't, just stay away from me cause you don't have self worth for your own-self and I ain't fixing it for you boo!!" Let's Talk about Attention.   Cause Right now I love the attention you would be investing in my blog too and even in real life. What's giving attention you ask? It means watching, listening to or thinking about somebody/something carefully. Has anyone ever did that to you?  Ah no~ well then they don't really deserve your time and you too cause why waste telling about your whole day who won't even listen and process it properly. Isn't it a waste of time and your energy? And you ask me why I want attention? cause I talk a lot and it takes attention to get it all right about me. I even overthink about all your advices, actions and like get sad about it so if you just give me attention...

People who know me would think," Wow! who's even talking about it ?" Well I am. In this generation, I agree Delusion is the Solution but, dude limit yourself a bit, cause the kind of delusional world I'm diving into should be illegal at this point.  Cause * Minnie THE HELL!? CAUSE- (that's my nickname given by my friends, don't judge me, and if you are; at least, my nickname is better than your life.)  If you told me that this person is going to change after 5 months and this is how she/he is gonna treat me and you would be crying about it the day I start considering that person I would laugh my guts out like damn that's cheap. But yet I do it- I know that this person in front of me is no good and I even know I'm no good but that doesn't mean I should disturb my mental health for these kind of people.  FOR example...      The guy I randomly met in 11th std cause he just sat beside me. Like that day I thought ey! Minnie is such a Friendly Magnet,but...