It's Been a While

 A hot cup of coffee, songs playing in my headphones, while I type something random on my blog! It's been a while since I got back to my roots. A blazing sun and great greenery stand against me.

Even though it's been a while still.... 

        Sometimes, hectic things are thrown into everyone's life; sometimes, they are awkward, mostly weird, yet fun. It's been a while since a few things haven't taken place in my life. Stupid stuff like arguing with people out of my family, crying over spilt milk, being depressed too, but as I said,

 "Unwanted things always find a way to get back to you." 

I mostly find these unwanted things entertaining now, and even childish. So I ignore the truly embarrassing one. Most of them are entertaining, and I laugh thinking about it inside the metro with my friends. If you really know me, I try to keep things together even though it doesn't really go well. I never got why I always tried to keep things together that themselves never wanted to be together? I mean, at last those 2 people really were unimaginable. Why keep things together and make yourself suffer?

 For example-

DOES ICE CREAM TASTE GOOD IF MIXED with THE NOODLES?

- No, Becky! It's a messy, took me a whole year to realise. If ice cream really doesn't go well with noodles, why torture yourself? It's just the nature who are you to change it? Some good old fairy?

  It always reminds me of one of those clichés cdrama's had that one tragic queen who's always understanding, and people walk over her. That queen really could slap shit out of vamp's faces, but she never does cause she is kind; until she dies and later is reborn. After rebirth, she really does slap, but why wait to die? Just be petty since 1st birth. 

Sadly, I'm no lost daughter from a rich family. 

But I think being this young is ART, so why waste it being that one old hag that cries about everything?
If you still feel empty within you, change your routine till you wonder,

" It's Been A While since I didn't do the old things I used to do." 

Yes! I know the last Blog was in August, that too pre-written, but I was busy. Busy staring at new people, playing sports, eating all kinds of food, buying something new, making PPT, doing some boring shit and crashing at my laptop- 

Maybe try changing your schedule. Explore things, make friends, stare into handsome, pretty souls, and play and dance with random people. It's not always the end of your world. 

Be cringe, Be chalant, cause who even cares?

 I might not look great in these clothes, but I wore them cause I really wanted to. Even if you tell me not to, I would cause I love them this way. And if anyone really cares- I mean, they really into you or maybe just jealous?  ( I don't know, I never give comments on anyone's drip unless asked. )

It might have been a while since I haven't did things I used to, but I have many new things to do. 
If you still don't have an idea what to do? Here's a list you can do-

1. Get a Job. Earn money and spend it on yourself.
2. Go to that place really close to your college that is kind of cool.
3. Buy yourself lip gloss.
4. Try food from different places.
5. Go to a mall and play t or d and run after a mess.
6. Stare at a pretty being. (group active)
7. Make friends with similar eating habits 
8. Bitch about your classmates who are not really that great to your current friends.
9. Meet up with 12th std friends and college friends. (truly can't be described in words.)
10. Admire a handsome prof. in the college.
11. Explore the university and be friends with random seniors or a family court near you. (this fun) 
12. Get that figure back by doing exercise.

If you still don't want to do it, Boo. I really can't help.  

May your skin be dry, but never those legs and lips, ladies! want moisturiser n gloss? 

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Yes, and FUCK 2025 Nor 2026 is my year! 

2026 mai toh duniya khatam hai <33